February 2012
I really cannot wait for uni, meeting new people, new beginning and just leaving so much shit behind in leicester…
Had my first Universty interview at NTU….
So I bloody love the course,place and I feel confident it’s where I want to go…not too sure how well I did though…some of the questions threw me and i tried to stay enthusiastic and happy but I really wish i could have perfected some answers…
Now the waiting game…I wish another university was before so I could have at...
I just had an awful dream, I had two tattoos done on both arms at the top…and I was horrified…
I woke up feeling relieved that it was just a dream, but it’s making me reconsider my ideas all over again …which I have been sure on for over two years at least!
I wish people would stop being all like, ‘you’re not fat’ and ‘don’t diet it’s silly you should eat what you feel like’…
Sorry, but no, all you’ve done is made me feel like it’s okay to put on some weight, and now I hate myself.
Fed up, if I can’t learn to love my body at 18…what about 28. God sake.
